Hey everyone.

Its been so long since I wrote on here, but I am alive. Or at least as alive I can be fighting my bad mental health. I have been struggling a lot lately, and life has felt hard. All I can do is try and hang in there and hope I soon will get the help from the health system as I have been promised again and again the last two years. I have a time next week and hopefully that will get me closer to the help that I need.

Not a lot has happened this last year. At least not something big. I fell and broke my arm in June. And I did it thoroughly and ended up needing surgery in the next town over by a specialist since I broke it so bad above my elbow. It did not help my mental health one bit and I am currently doing a lot of physical therapy since I lost movement and feeling in my arm. I currently only have feeling in two out of five fingers on my left hand and the arm is still not completely good. But it is what it is.

I hope everyone is doing good and that even though life is thought that you all keep fighting!

Love, Nea